Website changes: aawilliams to amandawilliams

I’m making changes behind the scenes to tidy up my web presence. Unfortunately the old domain no longer works, but everything is safely here, just as it was, at

Hopefully it won’t take too long to settle down and anyone who was kindly following my posts and pictures can find me again.

Fingers crossed.

Evaporating ink and fountain pens

I thought I was imagining it – an empty pen – I was so sure I had inked it just a few days before. Cleaned it, re-inked it, again it dried out. Rinse and repeat. Several times. Several pens. So, I set up an experiment. Every fountain pen I own: all cleaned, all fully filled, all left in the same drawer for a month.

The bad ones:

  • Hero 86
  • Lamy Safari
  • Noodlers Nib Creaper
  • Noodlers Ahab (two of them)
  • Pilot Kakuno
  • Pilot Prera
  • Zinhao x750 (two of those as well)

The keepers:

  • Platinum Preppy
  • Rotring ArtPen
  • TWSBI Eco

Granted, good or bad, my pens are all from the modest end of the fountain pen spectrum, but it appears that cost has nothing to do with the problem – the two Pilots weren’t cheap, a humble Platinum Preppy is a bargain. (And it’s a available with an almost needle-like 0.2 nib… Just saying.)

The manufacturers and resellers don’t take this issue seriously. Neither are standing behind the product they sell. It matters, really matters, because good ink is expensive. Telling me I should keep my pen empty unless I want to use it straight away doesn’t cut it. These aren’t collector-pens or vintage pens but modern ones made with modern materials. I expect to be able to have them inked up and ready to go.

That Pilot Kakuno is marketed for kids. A beginners pen. It dries out to leave a totally empty cartridge within a week. Whatever the reason, it’s going to leave an entire generation, and their parents (and the aunty who bought the kid the pen), thinking fountain pens are unreliable. What were Pilot thinking?

The evaporation isn’t limited to plastic pens: the Zinhao are metal. (Very cheap on eBay but they otherwise seem well made. I bought them intending to replace their nibs with the flexible ones from the Ahabs. Won’t bother now.) That’s useful information because I can hereby quit daydreaming about getting a metal Pilot Falcon, never mind the lovely soft nib, until it’s proven (by someone else) that they don’t evaporate the ink as fast as their plastic pens do.

I don’t think I’m a fountain pen geek – I just love pen and ink. I use my pens. Or rather, I used to use them. There are nine which will be cleaned up and stashed away. Useless. It doesn’t leave me with much.

To ease the disappointment I’ve ordered a Platinum Plaisir in Gunmetal Grey. It’s just a metal Preppy. When it gets here I’m going to fill it with my very favourite Noodlers Lexington Grey ink. Now, I hear someone muttering that Noodlers ink isn’t expensive. Well, it is here and far too much of mine has ended up dried up and washed down the drain, along with so much of so many others. Damned shame. Not happy.


I know it’s February 2017, but I insist that I’m not late with #inktober2016, I’m simply still going!

The Moleskine sketchbook I bought for it arrived late. No matter, I thought, I’ll soon catch up. Then I lost a couple more days testing inks and means of application on the unfamiliar paper. Too many days to do it justice, I thought, I gave up and put it aside. Rolling forward a few weeks I forgot all about it.

Then, after following James Gurney for years, admiring his facility with brush and pen, the thought occurred from nowhere that his study of calligraphy and signwriting were significant influences on his painting. That, I thought, is how one can include some, or all, or reference to, the sign in the sketch with a clunky brush – not just practice but a particular kind of practice.

I began. With pen and brush and ink. Lots of ink.

I’m still going.

And yes, the impact of just a couple of hands (Foundational and brush Italic) and only four months practice has had a significant impact on my sketching too.

Why art?

“I believe every artist had someone who told them they weren’t worth dirt and someone who told them they were the second coming of the baby Jesus. And they believed them both. And that’s the fuel that starts the fire.”

Bruce Springsteen
(Kirsty Young’s Desert Island Discs, 23rd December 2016)

Nailed it.

My dad, who I adored and who believed in me, died when I was 12. My mum has been… difficult… I am currently occupied with bending over backwards trying to keep her happy while she transitions to a nursing home. Need I say more?

I’m making art when I can. I have too. It’s difficult.

Pen and ink





Update: I’ve changed my mind on this pen after some testing.

The choice in art materials in Western Australia is limited and what can be found is costly. The small market is dominated by a few chain stores which doesn’t encourage competition or variety. Getting anything from elsewhere is limited by the crappy exchange rate and outrageous postal charges. (Especially so, given how slow and unreliable it is – things just disappear into Australia Post and that’s the end of that… and it takes so long ordinarily that you don’t even know you have a problem until you’ve waited 6 weeks or more. Sigh.) And no, that equation is not balanced by higher wages, we simply go without.

Therefore I was so blown away to see a fountain pen with a converter at Officeworks – I did the only sane thing – mentally crossed as much as I could off my grocery list – and bought it! No matter, I learned to cook from my war-years grandmother who could feed a family very well with very little. (Seriously, the best steak is the cheapest kind – preparing it her way makes it more tender than the most expensive.) The pen on offer was a Pilot Prera with a medium nib and the C-50 twist converter. Delighted.

Sadly their ink offerings were more normal – they have Quink in blue, Quink in black , or getting REALLY creative: Quink in blue-black. Since I have no interest in making my subjects looks like Smurfs I had no difficulty controlling that much excitement. Instead, I made the trek to the Big Smoke to see what T.Sharp and Co might have in stock and found a tiny bottle of liquid deliciousness: J.Herbin’s ‘Cacao de Bresil’. In Perth. Oh, my. Life is looking up.

Staedtler Lumograph black


Staedtler have made a new version of their trusty Lumograph pencils, that are as good as the old ones, but solve an enormous problem. The very thing that makes graphite beautiful – that silvery lustre – loses it’s subtlety when photographed. Great in a gallery, not great online. These days, when one is far more likely to share one’s work via social media, than a social occasion – that’s a problem.

I use graphite a lot, but end up with little to show on Instagram because I am not going to share something that looks nothing like the work in front of me.

In the photo above – comparing four grades of the Black pencils against the same in the original Lumographs – it’s easy to see the dulling in the middle tones of the graphite – the 4b and 6b look pretty much the same. In the real they’re as close to matching as I could make them, in a reasonable amount of time on ordinary cartridge paper.  Now, I am certain that special paper and a pro photographer with fancy lights could make it come out looking right, but who has that on hand for capturing a sketch to put on Twitter?


And with just four grades – 2B thru 8B – one can do a passable rendition of a 10 step Munsell scale and photograph that too. I’m impressed.

lumograph_black_pointsI can hear someone our there muttering that the same value range with a matte finish can be had with charcoal. True, but it isn’t going to offer up a super long point via an electric sharpener (or helical crank or a KUM long point) and be tough enough to scribble and shade with abandon. I think we’re talking graphite tough with charcoal benefits.

History of drapery in painting

Anne Hollander’s book Fabric of Vision: Dress and Drapery in Painting has been reprinted and is available to order from Book Depository or Amazon and, no doubt, many other places.

hollander_fabricI have been so keen to read this book, but second-hand  copies of the original 2002 edition haven’t been affordable and I didn’t want to make an expensive mistake. There are no copies in the West Australian state library system, but Trove revealed there are actually two copies here, both in university libraries. I don’t have borrowing rights for either. (Trove is a wonderful resource but it does generate great envy – the other states between them have 22 copies, including many available to the public.)  In desperation, I called on a friend who happens to have the correct library card…

After reading it cover to cover, I will never draw or paint my scraps of fabric in ignorance again. The wealth of history in drapery through the ages, the significance, the styles and layers of meaning are complex, enthralling and eye-opening. It is one of those books from which note-taking is useless because there would be so many I would need to re-type the whole thing. It’s value is as a reference so all those half-remembered passages may be re-examined with more care when needed. Or dipped into for inspiration by flipping through to look at the pictures or, rather, the pictures she has chosen to juxtapose.

Even though it was written by a respected scholar in conjunction with an exhibition it is actually an engaging, easy read, with a story to tell. Yes, I was concerned that it would be dense or worse, one of those catalogues with tiny illustrations and a difficult essay that doesn’t say much at all! My quest was rewarded and, in my experience, If you too are into making art of drapery and want to know about those whose footsteps we follow: this book belongs on your shelf.

I certainly got what I needed from the library book – the sure knowledge that I will order a copy of my own.  I am very grateful for the loan.

Long point sharpeners

Long point sharpeners

I love to work with graphite and chew through a lot of pencils in doing so. Seriously, I buy them by the box… I am also very fussy about the point,  they have to be long and sharp, but I don’t want to waste time with knife and sandpaper because I would rather be drawing. Achieving that holy grail of getting reliable, fast and long has seen a great many frustrations and waste along the way.

The current line up includes three solutions for my three situations.

Long point pencils
Sharpened with, left to right: KUM hand held, Staedtler rotary and Ledah electric sharpener.

The KUM Long Point sharpener is cheap and portable. Not the cheapest pencil sharpener if compared with those on offer at the supermarket, but the cheapest way to get a long point. It lives in my sketch kit for touchups on the go. I usually carry four pencils pre-sharpened, protected with some sort of cover (currently the Faber Castell 2001 eraser caps because they are pretty much the only thing available here). With the KUM along to keep them going, I can draw for hours.

My studio sharpener was, for many years, one of the old Staedtler Mars Rotary 501-20s. I wore it out. Giving up on it and throwing it away was difficult, made even more so, when I realised that I wasn’t going to be getting another from the stationery store. The new model is OK, but does not deliver quite as sharp a point my old one did. It is still the studio workhorse. Maybe I’m doing something wrong? I love that the plastic claws don’t scratch up the pencil body as many crank sharpeners do.

The past few months have seen me confined to a small room in the house (because my studio is unheated, my version of asthma is triggered by cold air and I’ve been ill). Undeterred, I got help to make room for an easel, improved the lighting as much as I could and figured what media is compatible with a small space and a dodgy set of breathing anatomy. Graphite, of course. Unfortunately there is no right-hand desk edge to which to clamp the Staedtler so thoughts of, maybe, buying a second one evaporated. That’s how the electric Ledah arrived in my life. Look at that point!

Saint George Shaw

I am locked out of my studio by flu-induced conjunctivitis and struggling to see through watering eyes that go gritty on the eyeball if I try to keep my eyes open and are glued shut by crusty lashes if close them.

Frustrated at being unable to work, irritated by the wasted time and not wanting to be left sitting in the dark with my own even darker thoughts I needed something to listen to. The Saints of Somewhere site was a random bookmark in my browser list titled “Things to listen to”. That will do, I thought, I can lay down with the lights off and listen, and maybe learn, and not totally throw away my day.

As luck would have it, the episode I had saved is one where Kirsty interviews George Shaw. Loved it. Highly recommended for anyone who has little time for the rah-rah world of fake posivity and a keen sense of urgency about how little time there is to get good enough to do what they need to do before their time is up.

Times up. Sorry for any typos, thought shared, returning to lights out.